Gurlll, I've been neglecting this blog for 2 FREAKING YEARS!! Sooooooo.... for an update (literally no one reads this, this is like a personal diary for me, only it's online and no one can relate to it. And also none of my friends know the existence of this blog heh). 2018: Pretty much the best year for me. I've learned a lot, achieved a lot. I was in love with a great guy, he complemented me in every way. Our relationship was just.... beautiful. He was my strength, he was my biggest supporter (after my mum of course), he brought out the best in me. Basically he was my highlight of the year and I achieved so many great things with him! Life was such a blessing with him. 2019: A year full of ups and downs. I met new friends and lost some throughout the year. But I guess it was meant to be. As you grow older, you will realized that sometimes you need to get out of the circle of friends that you thought was the best. I outgrew some friendships, some that I felt was lon...
This is so random. No, I'm not going to blog again. I just need a place to... rant. And this blog have been nothing but the best place to talk like to myself? I know no one reads it (hopefully). So, it's 5am and all I could think about is how fragile my heart is and how I've been hurt so bad, I don't know what to feel anymore. Most of my friends knew the existence of ***. How important he was to me, how much I've loved him, how hard is it for me to move on and you know the same old thing. I took two freaking goddamn years to get over him, to actually accept the fact that we're no longer together. And I did it. And during those two years, I did not get into any relationship although I've been close to a few guys. And knowing Z, you know she's not a fan of being single. But that was before. After being broken, I don't really care. I think the immature me thought that having a boyfriend is everything. What can I say? It's normal for a young teenag...